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2 for 1 [22 Jul 2002|06:56pm]
[ mood | weeeird ]
[ music | 311-slinky girl ]

I love megan.I miss megan.
she.should.come.here.asap.
...I love you megan.I love you like..well,I wont go there.

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2 for 1 [22 Jul 2002|06:55pm]
[ mood | weeeird ]
[ music | 311-slinky girl ]

I love megan.I miss megan.
she.should.come.here.asap.
...I love you megan.I love you like..well,I wont go there.

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"this "mystikal"guy sounds like hes been pulled out of the dumpster and electricuted a couple times" [20 Jul 2002|06:12pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | L7-shitlist ]

Jesus,W,Could you get any more Frikkon hilareous!?Im laughing like a bunch of mad men!!!

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I wish I were a mighty morphan ranger [20 Jul 2002|06:01pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | moofhu ]

..Whyyy have I been so weird?..Seriously..I've been such a bitch for about two weeks now..
I should start giving a shit again..Or maybe not..I kind of like..nnottt carrriinngg?

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i think natalies a preeeeety nice girl.. [20 Jul 2002|06:00pm]
[ mood | weird ass shit GAHAHAHAH ]
[ music | bickley-natalie ]

mmm..
I like it,I love it,I want some mooore of it!!!

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OOOT!!!OOT!!!OOT!! [20 Jul 2002|05:59pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | Bickley-My best friends girrrrlfriend yeah yeah!my best friends giiiirrrrlllfriend yeah yeah! ]

I DONT THINK YA CAN GET AAAAANY BITCHY-ER .
Hahaha!Maaaaan!My attitude suuuu-uuucks! It's grand!!!..not reeaaaally.Anyway.
Justin and alan came over today.Bloo blee blah..
I have lots to say.
Everytime I read a certain un-named partys livejournal,I learn a new thing that I hate about them that beats the most lastly thing I was taught.Get it?Or no?..Well,so,yep.
Im wearing a plastic bag that I turned into a shirt..Hmm..Im not tricky enough..And no one takes me seeeriously..and im a fuckin girl...wah wah wah..boo hoo HGAGHAHAGA FUCKITY!!!

I SAID FUCKITY,BAYBUH!
hahaahHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA ...man,these past couple of days,I haven;t given a shit about ANNNNNYTHING..And ive been brushing off things that would usually make a girl cry...what im trying to say is..IM REALLY A MAN!! gahaha..no..but,i have been feeling like i've toughened up a bit?
I have hiiiiccupppss..
Im ready.
are you comming?

HHAHAH I FUCKIN HATE THIS POST!!BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??FUUUCKK YOU!!HOWS THAT?HUH?
Frankly ,My dear,I think YOU'RE the one that sucks,BIIIIIAAAATTCHH!

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i see the way..your acting like your somebody else. [19 Jul 2002|10:36pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | Courtneys music ]

Tonight...brought out the"me" ,in me..
WOW!Did I hate it.Look how fucking clingy I am.And I'm throwing all my problems at something i shouldnt.....It's getting ridiculous.Today was terrible.But Courtney made me laugh like mad.and we..nwjvfe
We stopped by dairy queen and she ate my favorite part of the ice cream off,So she leaned over and licked my tongue and put it on there...fuckin..weird..

ha..Then we went to javajazz,which got really shitty because of certain UN-NAMED parties(it's not you,dont worry),so we left and went to some party,where I saw jeremy(Yes,whitney and megan, the"What's THIS?" jeremey).HE WAS REALLY WASTED.

Im listening to really shitty, emotional bending(do i make ANY sense?)music,It makes me wanna rip my face off.But then again,anything makes me wanna rip my face off right now..and i cant stop crying..
GGAHAHA just kidding.im not crying,im sitting on my fat ass, eating ice cream,complaining about how fat i am,like a hypocritical,lazy,girlie,bastard.hahhahahaha

..oh boy,I feel like I did something REALLY wrong..for some reason...Well,im going to go watch the goonies and hang out with..my..sn..a..ke..
go..d..amn..it..



i REALLY hate this post.... . ..

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I dont smoke but ill ask for a ciggarettre,i know its lame but i havnt got a better one yet. [19 Jul 2002|10:21pm]
[ mood | 1 OF THE 2WO. ]
[ music | SLINKY GIRL-311 ]

Heeeeyy
THIS is more like it.
things were sucky,and YOU,yes you,made me fixed.you taught me well..NOW GET OUTTA HERE,IM BECOMMING ADDICTED TO YOUR PRESENCE,LEAVE WHILE YOU CAN.RUN &(*^&*&%%^!!RUN!!!

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your lazy,your stupid [19 Jul 2002|01:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | guttermouth-lipstick ]

I made megan a birthday card today.it's lame.
The bus ride home from school was sooo fun.
This smelly kid came and sat by me and joe/archie,and joe/archie and I kept smelling our arm pits to make sure it wasn't us.Then"smelly kid"moved up front and joe/archie left a message on my asnwering machine.Call my cell phone and listen to how cute the message is.It's preety cute,if you minus the me laughing the whole time.Later, I sung the itsy bitsy spider,and he did the hand motions,he's REALLY femmmanine(sp??)and I LOVE it.I couldn't stop LAUGHINNNGG.Then We hung upside-down fron our bus seats(we are both the only ones on the bus because we are at the last two stops).And we Both sat across from eachother and watched eachothers face jiggle.It was wicked cool.HHAHAHHA.
That kid is soooo friggon cute.I was SO pissed off when I got on the bus.Then I sat down next to him,And I was cracking up and was just fine..I stopped thinking about dumb things after that!!

A few days ago,On the bus,I gave him my leftover"cool dill" chips,and his breath smelt sooo bad.So we would cover his mouth with the bag and we were both laughing soooo hard,goddamn.We were both aiming our mouths in the opposite direction of eachother.Every single day that we've sat by each other.I ALWAYS hear people talking about the "two nerdy kids that sit together in the front"..So what if people think I'm a loser,They can suck my left one,BIIIAAAAAAATCH!

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sha sha when i was an astro,,,NOT [18 Jul 2002|09:08pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | 99 red balloons-goldfinger ]

MEGAN!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!
i love you like fucking mad.And the second you get home,you need to call me and we'll do lunch,and we will do presents..Im sorry to say that im a terrible friend and haven't gotten your present(s) yet.
Maybe a movie?Maybe a Cd?MAYBE A TAPE?Maybe a ...oooh!! by golly ive got it!!and i love you!!! man do i love you!! happy mother fuckin birthday!! Your gunnabe fiiiifftteeeeeeenn!!

megan manegan megan megan megan
im about to go do that" 6 in the morning dance" thing...yep
wish you were the motherfuckin here.ha
motherfucker
fuckin

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so fuckin stupid [18 Jul 2002|05:07pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | the vibrators-baby baby ]

Hey!!
im really calm right now..yep.josh picked me up from my bus stop today,and he took justin and i over to some guys house and we stayed there for five hours..The guy kept saying"so..you guys wanna smoke a bowl now?"..He must've smoked about....8..or 9..or...more bowls,alone..jesus.
...then justin had a lot of booze,and i was really worried because he kept twitching and his breathing was FUCKED,so I watched him for a long time.We watched TV and stuff.yep.

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save as monkey [18 Jul 2002|12:42am]
[ mood | :)my best friend ]
[ music | bickley-my best friends girl ]

once again i have my friend
wheres the alll here it is.dont you know wthat sceren is dead?get away kristal,she wont shity up.god be the fuck up,wench.beany me.benmy mye that,fredz!
fredo!
im a frioto!
remmeneber nirvana?was friot"ima frrriitoo" and we wouldnl laugh.

yehahh good fukcing times,baby.this post issassholeish hso...i wont send it in..
here she goes agina,...

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HAHAHAHAHA [17 Jul 2002|03:01pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Flogging molly-the worst day since yesterday ]

Wal-mart.
2pants.
one shirts.
It's kinda sucky not gettin' any comments,you know?I'm at school right now.I(code word here)Last night,and I still feel it right now.Weird..ass..shit..fuck...
My mom and I in the car this morning:
"YOU KNOW WHAT?!I HATE YOU!!"
"Well,That's sucks,But you dont have to shout about it."
"Why do you have to be obnoxious?Why cant you just talk to me like a normal person.Any NORMAL daughter would ..."
"be-cah yew have a neg-e-teeve outlooook on ev-wee-fing,and I doe not like to hear that een the mor-neeng."

Pshhhh,fool.
Maaannn...the TERRIBLE way she said"I hate you" Should've bothered me hella.But,For some reason it didn't at all.I love my mom,and once I "love" something,I NEVER stop,remember?As long as I know that,Than I dont give a shit what she says or does,Because no matter what,I'm always gonna love the filthy wench!
I feel very good right now.Perhaps I should remove my hand from my pants.Ha..!Gotcha!
I'm just sitting here.Im going to go dance and wait for Alan to get Online and tell him hey!

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i got a girl [16 Jul 2002|11:08pm]
[ mood | two of my favorite men ]
[ music | Flaming lips-i got a girl ]

a sruvey i just fixed out.im ..gone.



Name: NIKOLE
Single or taken: both
Sex: not until im married..or older maybe,90 or so.
Birthday: juldky 6
Astrological sign: i would get there by NASA.they go sometime
Siblings: 2 brothers/siserdivided by one
Hair color: light brown i guess
Eye color: hazel
Height: 5'2
Did you send this to your crush? crush bguswak
Who IS your crush: someone ide like to smoosh?and crush like a bug??Mandy moooore,for being so cute
Who is you best friend: friends shmiends,i got my faimilyi boy my side.

*-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f *-;-*
Where is your favorite place to shop: thrift stops theyre clothes are worn in
What do you get labeled as? no one really talks to me to much.
What are you wearing right now? my skin
What the most recent thing you bought clothing wise?4 shits
*-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
Do you do drugs? ..nn..nn...n.ooo..
What kind of shampoo do you use? idont know,if i wers better friends with him ide ask.
What are you most scared of?where i go after i die
How many TV's? 6.
What are you listening to right now? sloppy seconds

What car do you wish to have? a motor one
Who is the last person that called you? jostin
Who is the last person you called?: uhhh..nrgegfr
Who is the last person you got an IM from?: justin
How many messenger buddies do you have on right now?:10
*-;-* F a v o r I t e s *-;-*
Band/artist: sloppy seconds,distillers,the eyeliners,the bangs,the gossip,the butchies.the buzzcocks,NO DOUBBBT,sublime,311,L7,bratmobile,the aquabatsmore mroe mroe mroe more
Movies: a lot
Food: food.food.food.food.food.hunger awaits
Smell: that boys deoderant..that son of a bitches armpits smell like heaven..what the..?
Number: 7
Color: reedddd
Boy's name: ANYTHING j
Girls name: Ivanna Tuchew.:)gahahhahhahahhaHAHAHAHHA T
Subjects in school: chicken fried steak,you know,i was friends with the lunchlady.
CD?:Mixed one
-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*
Smoked?: ...mmm
Bungee jumped? ide love to,thnak you
Broke the law?: ye...pp..
Been in love?: in love.and love.love soudl eb a and drug is hwat.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: i dont really cry anymore..i think i lost my abilty..good,i dont wanna pussy it up,anyway,
*-;-* F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i n d *-;-*
Movie: porn
CD: the unseen
School: smells like raddish
Pink: balloon
Red: rainbow
Cow:burger with cheese
Shit: is what i should take
Greenland: pot
Canada: dry
Hedgehog: poker???
*-;-* W h i c h I s W o r s e? *-;-*
Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you: barfin on my date
Being embarrased in front of the whole school or just your crush: fuck that
Having your heart broken or knowing you've broken someone elses heart: pff heart shmeart,biatch
*-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-*
How many people are you sending this to?none...im fucked.i dont wan anyone reading ths,you hear?
Who will send it back?:

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both of my favorite boys and girls. [16 Jul 2002|10:00pm]
[ music | ks choice-addict ]

man
Someone jizzed on my stomach, man..Well,tonight justin and I..did that thing again.No,not sex,you fool.
"i just came on mr. carl"
hhahha..but,we did that thing again..and when i came home..

yyyess

To M. [16 Jul 2002|12:34pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Bratmobile-Cool schmool ]

God,Your the fucking greatest.Are you home yet??!?!I'm comming over!!I actually am...Right now I'm going to ride my bike over,and barge in the back door,okay?!?!?!I looove you and miss you.I have so much to tell you.Where ARE you??You should be here every single say of your life!It's SUMMER!!!!! I cant wait till' you come tell me thinnnggss!I went to justins house and Gurnea(CODE WORD) and other things..Man,I love you!!!!!I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!Ill help you get livejournal,so you can be on my friends list,only you justin and whitty,THE THREE PEOPLE I AM CLOSE TO AND I TRUST.
"Get "The Distillers-World comes Tumblin down"
"Ben Kweller-Harriet's got a song"
"K's Choice-Not an addict"
'"Bikini kill-suck my left one"
"Bikini kill-Double dare ya"
"Aquabats-The story of nothing"
"Bratmobile-Love thing"

I LOVE YOU !!! COME HOME ASAP!!!HAVE YOUR PEOPLE CALL ME PEOPLE AND WE'LL DO LUNCH!!!GAAHAHAHA!!AND WE'LL DO THE 6 IN THE MORNING AND DANCE:)THING!!!CAUSE...(ASK FOR DETAILS)

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Free me,feel me,see me... [15 Jul 2002|12:31pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Harriet's got a song-ben kweller ]

I talked to justin until about two ish this morning.It was really nice.

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cook [14 Jul 2002|02:06am]
[ music | bjighj ]

Cancer is the cardinal water sign indicating that strong and rushing feelings and emotions guide their actions. When they love they love forever...period. Their extremely tough outer shell makes it hard to truly get into their heart but once in the loved one becomes pampered, adored and prone to being the intense focus of their feelings and moods. A Cancer lover instinctively nourishes and dotes on the object of their heart and can be all encompassing in all ways. Being traditional and home oriented means male Cancers like to follow the proper rules and ways to court, to fall in love and to make it permanent. Likewise for females who tend to wait until the man makes his move regardless of how strongly they may want to make a move. No one can do love and give love like a Cancer can, but it is heart and maternally oriented as opposed to sexually oriented and its worse tendency is to be smothering. A Cancer who feels insecure in a relationship is apt to become demanding: either sulking silently hurt or verbally making it clear what is wrong and why. The outer shell protects them from giving too soon and too often but those outer claws (another Crab attribute) serve to hold onto a loved one with a tenacious grasp that is almost impossible to break. Yet their actions are always driven by the true depth of their feelings and the loved one almost always holds a cherished spot in their heart even long after the union is over. When it comes to protection...not even Leo can outdo the fierce and loyal strength that a Cancer wields in the name of protecting a loved one.

Cancers Sexuality: Sex is not definable without emotions for most Cancers and they must feel something with relative strength for their truest feelings to come out in a romantic and sexual interlude. They are tender and partner oriented lovers and more concerned with pleasing their mates .

The long term story: In a solid, secure relationship a Cancer can easily support the nuances of a long term relationship as they naturally nourish and supplement the changing nature of the union. On a lovers part it is important to understand their emotional vulnerability and how they cope with that through their built in defense mechanisms. Cancers are, undeniably, prone to a certain moodiness and such is the way they can learn to bend and flow and give what is needed to nurture those around them. The more a partner learns to enhance a cancers ability to detach from what is going around them and to learn the truth of their own power of emotional freedom the less this natural moodiness will manifest in overt ways.


Negative traits: Possessiveness, jealousy, moodiness, volatility, control issues, dependency issues, depression.


WELL SHIT!!!THAT ENTIIIIREEEE THING WAS TRUE!!ENTIRE!

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picnic [14 Jul 2002|01:56am]
[ music | pinchers-bbbbiatch! ]

post post post post post

I wonder...if this is really working?

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Good for you [13 Jul 2002|11:56pm]
This journal is Friends Only,Due to a certain nosey fool.

Thank you.See-ya
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